When you need me most.

I stop the car.

You open the door, get in.

Small talk I don't care for.

"I'm so sorry"

You say.

I look at you. I don't forgive you.

But I kiss you.

Because it is better to let you back in,

than to live without you.

Maybe you forgot all the things you are.

Sometime's I wonder when you'll see it.

Mostly I think you never will.

You'll never want to.

Thats too bad.

Lonliness is many things.

It can hit you hard and all of a sudden.

A car crash collision in a single moment.

It can sneak up on you quietly, hiding behind you,

until one day you turn around to look at your life.

Either way, you realise you are lonely.

You are alone.

Singular.

This isn't just losing your boyfriend, girlfriend or best friend.

This is realising that should you fall; there is no-one in sight to catch you,

Calm before the storm.

There's this feeling.

It's buzzing like an electric current.

It's rushing like someone late for something important.

Its crashing like waves on the cliffs.

And its pumping through my veins.

It is anger.

It is frustration.

It is misunderstood for what it really means.